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Monday, February 14, 2011

complete


This valentine (whatever people's called) , 
well i'm not celebrate it this year. 
It just "senior high school" haha
i didnt get some rose like i did last last year , not anymore :p



i just made some cupcakes with my friends , just for fun.. 
yeah i made for him , but i scared to give this UNIMPORTANT cupcake for him :s


Tonight , i just staying at home with mom dad and sister , 
enjoy the television with some milk and cookies.
Well its totally different like i did last last year :p



Accompanied by music ;)



And him

Thursday, February 10, 2011

NO ONE



Well , tonight i cried. all over again.
Silly. Everybody knows i hate crying. But it just happened.
I cant hold on. Somebody help me to through all this please.
(No. No one will help you moron)

Realized something you cant changed. 
Regret of something was hurt than i've ever thought before.
Tonight i will share all the things in my head. Because i have no one to tell.
No one wanna hear all my stories. So damn sad. Yeah i have NO ONE.

I'm down. all over again. Feels like a useless-person in this world.
I did everything. I was just hoping. I got nothing.

Feels like i was a LOOSER. i knew i screwed up. messed up.

hell-o DITA.
Is that all you got ??!! You spoiled , narcissistic bitch pathetic looser!
I said i want see them happy but i never did something make them happy
I asked them to give me what i want , but whats i gave them after all this time ?
I asked them to understand me , but i could never understand their feelings

Actually , i really need someone to talk to. But i have no one now.
No one who wants to talking with me just to hear my deepest inquisitisions
No one who will hear my stupid cry and wipe my tears
No one could give me a shoulder when i was crying
No one who will standing beside me and tell me that "you can do it"
No one who will give me just a hug and says "everything's gonna be alright"
No one who will trying to pick me up when i was down
No one who have enough time just for calm me down
No one care. No one hear me. NO ONE.

I'm not blaming anyone. I blame it on my self.
I'm not saying that my friends are cruel. No , they're nice and i love them.
But i knew , we all have problem , i dont wanna looks like  i was the only person who had trouble in my life.

Yeah i need him.

Okay. Tonight i realized. No one will catch you when you fall.
Its time to get a real and stand up for yourself.
Because your life is in your hand. Not in their hand.
When you feel no one will pick you up when you down , remember this
"When you are shining , some people will love you greatly , some will hate you greatly. When you are falling down and no one will cheers you up , stay strong anyway! Let them know that they cant bring you down , and you dont give a damn for what they've said. Because Your life is totally YOURS! Show them what you're worth.. Get up , wake up and stand up!!!! "
(that quote is totally from my heart tonight)

Monday, February 7, 2011

ohh God , i miss THEM ! :(

  


I MISS THEM A LOT !


When senior high school was just a memories..
They are my incredible friends..
MY BEST FRIENDS I EVER HAD


Niya Volter Setia
(Someone who could never get mad , angry. 
haha She's weak. 
Crying is her last name. 
She love singing all the time. 
She cant drawing anything. 
She's my opposite. But i love her! )


 Noi Aswari
(Someone could be called "our big sister". 
She's mature than us. She's caring and lovable! 
Shopping is her last name. i love her!)



Stefanus Apridita Pramudya
(Someone who was always fought with me. Aargh. 
Everythings he did was wrong for me.
haha thats why , we're be friends now! 
i love the way when he sing I MISSYOU-BLINK182
"where are you and i'm so sorry ,
i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight". 
He was always use to sing that song in the class.
He's a vocalist in his band. I miss him! )



Adventus Daniel Hamonangan
(Someone who really cares with me. 
When i need someone to talk to , just call him 
and he'll be there for me just to listen my unimportant story
and my stupid cried. He is paskibra's boy.
He's a real friend ever. I miss him! )



Tri Surya Lusandri
(Someone  who is very innocent , plain , and pure.
haha he's silly and funny! 
i always teach him to do the bad things haha) 





I MISS YOU GUYS

Thursday, February 3, 2011

SCIENCE AND FAITH


I got this title for the new album of THE SCRIPT. They are inspired me for this blog.
SCIENCE and FAITH is the title of new album of the script. Then i was thingking , As we knew , science and faith is something that is opposite. There are some people who truly believe in GOD , but there are some people who truly hold the science.But have you ever think that both of them is interrelated ?
Like this story , check this out :)
 

 An atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his class on the problem SCIENCE has with GOD. He asked one of his new christian students to stand.


Professor     : You are a christian , arent you son ?
Student       : Yes sir
Professor     : So , you believe in God ?
Student        : Absolutely sir
Professor     : Is God good ?
Student        : Sure
Professor     : My brother died of cancer. Even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attemp to help others who are ill. But God didn't. How is God good then ? hemm ? 

(Student was silent)

Professor      : Is satan good ?
Student         : No
Professor      : Where does satan come from ?
Student         : From.. God
Professor      : Thats right. Is there evil in this world ?
Student         : Yes
Professor      : So who created evil ?

(Student didn't answer)

Professor      : Is there sickness ? Immortality ? Hatred ? Ugliness ? All the teribles things exist in the world , dont they ?
Student          : Yes sir
Professor       : So , who created them ?

(Student had no answer)

Professor       : Sciense says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around. Tell me son , have you ever seen God ? 
Student          : No Sir
Professor       : Tell us , have you have ever heard your God ?
Student          : No sir
Professor       : Have you ever felt your God ? Tasted your God ? Smelt your God ? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God , for that matter ?
Student          : No sir. I'm afraid i haven't
Professor       : Yet you still believe in Him ?
Student          : Yes
Professor       : According to empirical , testable , demonstrable protocol , Science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that son ?
Student          :Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor       : Yes Faith. That is the problem Science has.
Student          : Professor , is there such a thing as Heat ?
Professor       : Yes
Student          : Is there such a thing as cold ?
Professor       : Yes
Student          : No sir. There isn't.

(The Lecture theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)
(There was a pon drop silence in the lecture theatre)

Student          : What about darkness professor ? Is there such thing as darkness ?
Professor       : Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness ?
Student          : You wrong again Sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have Low-Light , Normal-Light , Bright-Light , Flashing Light.. But if you have no light constantly , you have nothing and its called darkness , isn't it ? In reality , darkness isn't. If it is , you would be able to make darkness darker , wouldn't you ?
Professor       : So what is the poin you are making , Young man ?
Student           : Sir , My point is your Philosophical premise is flawed. 
Professor        : Flawed ? Can you explain how ?
Student           : Sir , you are working on the Premise of duality. You argue there is Life and then Death. A good God and A bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite. Something we can measure. Sir , Science cant even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism. But has never seen , much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life , just the absence of it. Now tell me professor , do you teach your student that they evolved from a monkey ?
Professor       : If you are reffering to the Natural Evolutionary Procces. Yes of course. I do.
Student          : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes Sir ?

(The professor shook his head with a smile beggining to realize where the argument was going)

Student         : Since no one ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that yhis process is an on-going endeavor , are yiu not teaching your opinion sir ? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher ?

(The class was in uproar)

Student        : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor's brain ?

(The class broke out in to laughter)

Student        : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain , felt it , touched it or smelt it ? No one appears to have done so. So , according to the established rules empirical , Stable and demonstrable protocol , Science says that you have no brain , Sir . With all due respect Sir , how do we then trust your lectures ?

(The room was silent. The professor stared at the student. His face unfathomable)

Profesor        : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith , son.
Student          : That it is Sir , exactly! The link between man and God is FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving!


That student was ALBERT EINSTEIN 
Brilliant. Beautifully done. 

WOW this was really albert einstein ? had no idea he believed in anything at all. 
when stories become about real people dont they hit so much harder ? 

SCIENCE AND FAITH




Hi Yumiko and Chikanori !

About two months ago, i was join in the Japan community. It was starting when i search about scholarship in Tokyo. haha that was just my dream :) 

So i started join on that site. There are Japan_style , Japan blog , Tokyo lovers. Well , that was cool. Cause you can get more information about japan in this community. You can also chat with random strangers in this site. You can shared all of the things you want with them. Fun and yeah educated!

I got so many friends from this site , which come from the other country. They are
- Tom from Cannada
- Hudge from Holland
- Annemichele from China
- Zhouxiapeng from Shanghai
- Celia from Slowakia

They've shared about their country with me. Nice. We used english in this site.

But , among of them , there is one nice person come from Osaka , Tokyo. She's nice to everybody. She's 18 years old. Yumiko chan is a student in Chukyo senior high school. Talked with her like we knew each other 5 years ago. haha we're connected. Glad to have a bestfriend like her.She have one big brother. His name is Chikanori. Chikanori is 22 years old. He is student of Osaka Prefecture University.

Both of them is nice person and very friendly. They have high sense of humor.
They told me everything about Osaka and festival. Envy. I really wanna go there. Lucky them , they born in Japan. They promise me to help my trip in Osaka , Nara and Kyoto if i could go there. Hiks i wish i could :'(

When i told them i was come from indonesia. They dont even know Indonesia. So damn sad. How could everybody in this world dont know bout Indonesia -__- 
They're didnt get more info or just Indonesia didnt let they know. Aaargh embarrassed.
So with my pleasure , i told them about indonesia and i asked them to search in google hahaha zzzz


I've learned so many things from them. I asked every single things , every detail about their country. They told me everythingsssss


Nice to know them. We use to chat on saturday night in Japan blog community and get a webcam :) See you soon sister Yumiko chan and Chikanori san ;)